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Friday, February 29, 2008

im shocked.
LOL.

okay. more of pleasantly surprised than shock BECAUSE people actually tag here!!
haha, after abandoning my blog for one week or so, i thought it would be quite dead
BUT im proven wrong.

(fine, even though there is a sudden influx of tags, there still from just three ppl. but considering ppl seldom visit or ,even more rarely, tag, im quite contented=))

well.
and since ham has practicaly blogged on my tagboard, i shall post it up here for easy reading.

"still waiting for that fateful call,
and trying to prepare myself for the worse outcome
=.=
hai..i really hate that kind of ppl la...
what do they know abt the sch since they are there for hardly 2 days.

they hav any lesson le? they know their classmates le? they meet their teacher le? NOoooooo!!! THEY NEVER!!

then i really wonder how they come to the conclusion that the college "sux".The sharp contrast between their beyong-imagination-wonderful PAE experince? The already-biased impression of the sch base on those stupid rumors? Or the mountainous campus with maze-like staircases? Or the synthetic field?!! Have they ever TRIED to understand the sch? At first I also dont like the sch(how i wanted to type 'my sch'..) disklike coz i dun like the way the principal talks =.=.. but hey, is the quality of ur sch life determined by principal's talking, or canteen food, or the color of ur uniform / pe shorts, or smelly container classrooms,or a XS shirt which is not at all "extra small"?????????????

To those who LOVE that (my-probably)sch so much, i really hope they can go back there, coz they are so obviously-underexposed to christian values, though some claimed to be christian. With occationally stoning during the devotion and prayer time, I still managed to catch a word which appeared most frequently, "thankful". Though I still cant take those "miracles" abt god, I do agree that some christian values are univerasal. Being grateful and thankful is one of those. It's ok to be unsatisified abt what u dun hav, but be thankful abt what u already hav. THose ppl really need to be taught how to behave like a mature young adult who can think properly with their cerebrum, instead of what the-fuming-xiaoyun said, 5-yr-old kid.

What makes me so buisong is not that they are hogging the places, but their bloody accusation of the college being "sux". I am so damn tired of defending the sch, so 2 suggestions to those ppl :

1. Get out of this sucky place, for staying any longer may be detrimental to your mental health, since your dayshere were filled with agony.

2. Shut up and lower your butt to settle down, cut all those stupid complains and get a life.

GRR, Pissed.. >=( REally wan to slap those ungrateful ppl to wake them up!! "slap slap sound effect". sian sian, dun wan to write liao....zzz

A little extra now XD 1. OMG~ I wrote so loooooooong~~ My GP got hope le *_* 2. OMG~~~~~I sound so patroitic~~Hav i Mutated?? o.O 3. sorry for using ur blog to say so many things haha~ but i lazy.."


O.o
didnt realise she wrote so long too..
see, this is what i call loyalty with integrity.
Value of nj*=)

sad though, such a patriotic fellow not being able to stay yet a handful of ungrateful beings still linger around in the campus.

well, all i have to say to ham is: Love your current JC now!! Show the same passion u have for NJ.. and yes, continue to support us. thankew. AHAHAHAHAHA~

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haix, finally have some time for just me myself and the computer.

Things change really fast.
one minute i was busy adapting to JC life and then zoom, March is arrving and we have yet again change classes.
Dont really know who is in my class but i know 18-minus-3 people of ex08s13 are not in my class.

Well, not like i have a choice but i know i'll miss o8s13.

aha, something happy though, i think we(o8s14) have gotten a very good CT.
=)

During 08s14 gc period, while conducting some administrative stuffs, he mentioned something that i had always feel strongly about. and he told us even if we feel that "doing this" is not right, it doesnt mean we deprive ourselves in participating and give away opportunities. cant rmb how he phrased his words but they sure are impactful.

i hate to say this but he is very right.(and im very left. harhar.-_-) some rules of the little game of life(not that board game duhh) are hard to understand.. and sometimes, totally against your values. But it doesnt mean that we can pull out and not participate because this is life.

kinda tired.
and its only like 3 months..

haix. i miss 4E'07.
i miss yawn. ah mu. ham. ahma...

i miss mr soh.

i miss ms lai.

i miss ms jaina tan
i miss ohh..

ugh..

thats the bad thing about having sweet memories,
as time pass by and when u suddenly rmb it,
u will be once again reminded that good things dont exist forever and yes, they are gone now. sometimes horrible memories are better, since it makes u feel relieve that things are not as bad as they were.

but in order to have those bad memories, u have to go thru them...
okay, im feeling crappy again.
but yea. how ironic...



hehe, my nice nice chinese new year art piece, can be traded with one silver edition gc =)) just kidding..






feeling empty too.